Anxious.

I no longer feel like I constantly have to be on the move, but now it takes too much time for me to start moving.

I no longer feel the urge to scream and cry, but now it feels like one day everything is going to burst in a great big explosion.

I no longer feel like I need to be in control, but now it feels like I'm losing control of everything that makes my life mine.

I no longer feel like I don't belong in this path I chose, but now I know that this is not where I belong.

I no longer know what I am or who I want. But now, I.

I.

I.

I.

I sometimes feel like going on a long drive and only stopping for petrol, with no one in the car but silence and my solitude.